My Apologies
I created this blog with the intention to recreate myself. Very soon I found out that the activity was much more entertaining than any other. Thanks to my friend Tanai, which is a person I deeply admire, and consider. I decided to keep going with this activity following some of his advice and most importantly his discipline for writing.
After some months writing, I saw a diversification of styles. From the very complex and academic to the lyrical ones and romantic. With combinations of both and many abstract thoughts I have had in past times about life, love, and my condition in time. Writing the blog became during the summer, a meditational activity, forcing my feelings to talk with my thoughts and viceversa. An accidental effect I must say. However very constructive and destructive at the same time.
Lately I haven't been writing much, nor trying to achieve a high quality on it. Writing has become a very deep task with which I want to transcend. To transcend towards what? why to transcend? why to be succesful on it? what is that of being, and then achieve success? The dance of success and being... seems to be in many aspects an empty vanity. Vanity, that I have had all these months in my writings, meaningless letters put together bringing me the conservative feeling of keeping an style or changing it or adapting it to someone or something, a condition or a happening. All of them are empty.
My apologies for the emptiness I have brought to you and if that discomforts you somehow. Emptiness that have cost me energy, words that have consumed a lot of Joules, ideas that means nothing. My apologies for that.
Andrés
After some months writing, I saw a diversification of styles. From the very complex and academic to the lyrical ones and romantic. With combinations of both and many abstract thoughts I have had in past times about life, love, and my condition in time. Writing the blog became during the summer, a meditational activity, forcing my feelings to talk with my thoughts and viceversa. An accidental effect I must say. However very constructive and destructive at the same time.
Lately I haven't been writing much, nor trying to achieve a high quality on it. Writing has become a very deep task with which I want to transcend. To transcend towards what? why to transcend? why to be succesful on it? what is that of being, and then achieve success? The dance of success and being... seems to be in many aspects an empty vanity. Vanity, that I have had all these months in my writings, meaningless letters put together bringing me the conservative feeling of keeping an style or changing it or adapting it to someone or something, a condition or a happening. All of them are empty.
My apologies for the emptiness I have brought to you and if that discomforts you somehow. Emptiness that have cost me energy, words that have consumed a lot of Joules, ideas that means nothing. My apologies for that.
Andrés
Fresco viejo... ser blogger, en el fondo, también es cuestión de vanidad. ¿Pero bueno y entonces qué? ¿Vas a seguir escribiendo o no?
ResponderEliminarDeja el show!! y comete un chicle, comete un chicle porfavor comete un chicle. jajajaja ♥
ResponderEliminarclaro que sí, seguiré creando vacíos en ustedes. Si me lo permiten.
ResponderEliminarLoco, está re bien tener este espacio. Todas las personas necesitamos de la vanidad para superar la mediocridad y la insatisfacción que nos dan en lo cotidiano a diario, como fracasar en el estudio, en el laburo, en la familia, y en miles de cosas. Por eso nos gusta hacer reir a la gente, o somos creativos con la musica o en el arte, ó en este caso, a través de la lectura y contando sobre nuestras propias vidas logramos la autosatisfacción que nos dan los aplausos del otro (que en este caso son las opiniones, la participacion, los comentarios, el leer y conocer a otros).
ResponderEliminarDale que te leemos, un abrazo.
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